boboJUJU

2010-08-08T23:43:00.000-07:00

I'm sick of Blogger.
But i'll check on it every once in a while.
Check me out in tumblr instead.

www.n-julyianna.tumblr.com

2010-08-06T23:12:00.000-07:00

Today is like any other day.
It's like days where you wanna get out and chill somewhere.
Places like where you frequently go.
Places where you usually hang.

We hang around a lot.
It's becoming.
Sometimes we go to places to find out who we really are, and believed freely.
Believing is as easy as it can be.
I believe.

2010-08-05T20:07:00.001-07:00

Hi, Mommy. I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a few weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call me your one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.

You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already.

Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understand yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay... but I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. It doesn't make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after, and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if I do. It wasn't right. You say he loves you... why would he hurt you? I don't like it, Mommy.

Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you're so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I'm happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.

I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you, Mommy.

Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny and he wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I don't know why, but that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won't let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I don't care if you think that he is a good person, I think he's bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn't want us. He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like me, Mommy?

You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?

It's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven't talked to me or touched me or anything since that. Don't you still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don't you do that when you're awake, any more?

I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't you proud of me? We're going somewhere today, and it's somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you're as excited as I am. I can't wait.

...Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don't know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think something's going to happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared, Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love you!

Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!

Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. They told me what you did, and they said it's called an abortion.

Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me any more? Why did you get rid of me? I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don't you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you enough? Please say you'll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be here, I want you to love me again! I'm really really really sorry if I did something wrong. I love you!

I love you, Mommy.

Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

Credits to fb.

2010-08-05T08:11:00.000-07:00

Half-Day tmr.
Hooooooooooooyea.
Gonna watch Tekken.
I am ecstatic.

School's been quite good.
5 days of break, what more could i ask for?
Hah.
Bye niggaz.

2010-08-02T01:07:00.000-07:00

As most of you don't know, i made a tumblr since it's the IN thing now.
I've been wanting to make one after my 400th post but i got caught up.
Heee.

Check it out, www.n-julyianna.tumblr.com

So i'm pretty stuck in school completing my F&N stuff.
I'm so tired, i wanna hit the sack now.
I need sleep. Period.
This is just some lame ass whining on my part.
So it's like i'm conversing with my subconscious self.
Yeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaap.

On a side note, I think i'll be active in both if not i'll let you guys know.
Follow me if you wanna.
TEE-HEE*inspired by NIGAHIGA*

2010-07-31T05:02:00.000-07:00

Today. What shall i say today.
Honestly, FM (flea market) at YP ain't that great.
We ended up watching Shutter Island in like a personal movie suite shit.
It was okay.
The show kept me thinking.
It's mind boggling actually.

I just got back and bought my hair products and all.
Now i'm left with 2 bucks.
And for tomorrow, another day for a lower class FM, since the one i went was like a higher class of FM.
So yeaaaap.

2 more weeks for Prelims.
For the F&B Business Course in NYP, i think i'm just gonna reject.
Maybe.
Firstly, it's quite far and all.
Secondly, I wanna go TP soo bad that i actually dream about my life there.
Obsessive much, hellz yeah.

Blind - Lifehouse

2010-07-30T06:47:00.000-07:00

Hey all.
This week is rather chillax-ed.
Head down to TP for A's interview.
It didn't turn out that well she told me.
Oh well.
I had my interview on Wednesday.
It was neither good nor bad.
Coz her closing statement was, "If you guys have any enquiries you can contact me".
So yeeeeeeeeeeeea.

Can't wait for tomorrow.
LIKE FINALLY.
Scape, here i come.

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2010-07-25T06:33:00.000-07:00

On Saturday, yesterday.
We went to Mount Faber then off to Labrador Park.
All these, dating places.
Hot spots.
Geees.

I ate prata, whoooooooopedo.
Dating spots creeps me out.

2010-07-25T06:21:00.000-07:00

As you can obviously see, i don't regularly post much shit as i used to.
School's keeping me busy, more workload and shit.
And there's family.
Not that my family is in a shitty situation or whatevs.
And by this i'm not saying that my family is perfect.
Family time is always a must.

I guess this is like my emo/shitty/random shitzxz.
I have been feeling really tired and agitated and fucked up.
I don't feel good about myself.
I feel bad from being me.
Sometimes i think i'm just acting out of who i wanna be,not who i really am.
Oh well, some people just feel that way.

Ever since A told me how they tortured chickens and how it's like link to KFC, i feel really disgusted.
It's like people who do that is so obnoxious.
How could they be so mean.
See how your good friend's sister affect you?
Haha. actually A's sis A(amira) a vegetarian.
A is somehow or rather is trying to follow her sister's footsteps.
And somehow or rather, i feel like it too.
But me and vegetables?
WE don't go well.
I still need my chicks and cows.
Not forgetting my sea friends.

Enough about that, i'm getting preachy.
Monday.
Monday.
Monday blues.
God i hate Mondays.

Feelings.
Naahh, i shall not even think of it anymore.
Too much on my mind.
After reading this your mind will be in a whirl, so i'll just save the trouble for yoll.
I feel like a banana.
Yeap, i don't even know why?
What do you feel like?
Apple? Peach? Kiwi?

Love - CNBlue

2010-07-25T05:56:00.000-07:00

Today Mom made a last minute plan.
I woke up, got ready and off to East Coast.
My Cousin tagged along.
Oh wells, i've got my notes and books to accompany me.
Yes, notes and book to a Beach.
Hilarious ain't it?

So i kinda lazed around, walked and shit.
There's a lot of people there.
Well it's Sunday, what do you expect?
So i literally ate, lazed, walked around, read notes, ate and lazed around.

Aftermath, we all went to Marina Barrage.
It was pretty hot even when sun down.
Walked for a bit, took pictures and shit.
Then walked a bit more.

I slept through the whole time when Dad's driving us back.
It was a tiring day.
Whoooooooop.
Tomorrow's Geography Test on Development.
My awesome Sunday.

Sway - Bic Runga

2010-07-23T23:25:00.000-07:00

Cheerios!
One whole week and i'm missing.
Oh yeah, I RECEIVED AN EMAIL FROM DPA AND I AM SHORTLISTED.
I am eggcited.
But hell, it's at NYP.
So i need to prepare for interview and shit.
Ahh, fuck it.

Anyway, this week i've been really really tired.
We had Racial Harmony Day on Wednesday 21/7 and i wore a Sari.
Heeee.
It was very troublesome.
But a good experience.
I shall not wear a sari anymore.

Next, there's always night study.
Very tiring.
Mom ordered pizza. Awesome.
And yeap.

My cousin is here right now playing War shit stuff.
And i'm watching Glee.
My other cousin is watching Rugby.
How awesome is our togetherness?
Jealous huh?

I need Mom now.
Bye.

2010-07-18T04:54:00.000-07:00

It's been a week since i've updated my blog.
Busy. Busy.
So pictures above were from Friday 16th July.
Me, A and R went to the ArtFest.
It was okay at first, and it started to get more fun.
Especially the Flea Market.My God, if i had like 100 bucks, i'm soo gonna spend it all.
The stuff there was freakin cheap and so so VINTAGE.
I ended up spending like what 17 bucks?
I got this anchor print ear studs $4, a printed tee $5 and an earpiece $9.90.
So do the math.

On Saturdayn17th, I FINALLY GOT MY BULLET BLENDER.
OHMYFREAKINGOD.
AHHH.
It's like a FRIGGIN 79 BUCKS.
Can you fucking believe that.
After Dad bought it, i went straight home to like try it and all.
Woah, it's a mean lil machine.

Then on Sunday, 18th which is today, Mom decided to do a BBQ.
My weekends just got better and better.
A and HN tagged along too.
It was enjoyable, not too wild or anything.
And to top it off, tomorrow i've got a Math test to ace.
What a perfect killer for my weekend.

I am so tired.
Oh yes, i've got a haircut.
It's definitely how i wanted it to be.
It's actually better.
And i adore the hair stylist.
She's really a good visualizer.
And gave me comments on how to take care of my hair which is damage due to *shall not mention the salon's place* the place i rebond my hair.
My hair is velly dry and frizzy and oily at the same time.
And while saying that she asked me if my hair falls a lot.
I was like amazed.
So both of us we're chatting.
She was like asking me if my hairstyle is suitable for school and i was like fuck school i don't give a shit.
She kinda giggled.
Haha.

I need to like stop now and revise my math and shit.

Mystery - Beast

2010-07-11T07:22:00.000-07:00

I love this show.
It always humor plus dark undertones.

2010-07-11T07:11:00.000-07:00

2010-07-11T06:40:00.000-07:00

I feel as is i haven't been posting much.
Busy busy busy bee.
Anyway, today i really felt bloated?
2 weddings in a day.
God.

I'm currently listening to Shock by Beast.
Met up with L and N, headed for the library.
Aftermath, had FY(frozen yogurt) and sushi for dinner.
Not a productive day but who gives a shit.

Anyway, i didn't study for my math and geog test.
And i don't even know why i even wanna mention this here.
It's not as if you guys can help me and shit.
Okay i've got issues.

Monday, Monday blues.
Im in lovee~

Bad Girl - Beast

2010-07-09T05:26:00.000-07:00

I am extremely tired.
Sore throat and stuff.
Just got back for Ngee Ann poly around 7.30.
Brief summary for the trip.
It was good, really good.
I enjoyed myself.

Found an eye candy, okay hahahahahaah.
So we walked around the campus which was fucking huge.
Overall the campus cost 10 million Theon*one of the ambassador* said.
Aye.

The Courses there were also extremely attractive.
But much to my mindset, i'm still gonna go to TP for my course.
If not, i've chosen Ngee Ann poly as my second choice.
People there are soo awesome.
Not that TP was any worse or whatnot.
BUt i can like communicate with them easily.
TP students look so intimidating to me.

Okay that is vellly weird.
Hahaha.
I found my love.
LEE GI KWANG.
My god, how gorgeous can he be?
Like literally.
Ahhh.

See You Soon - Coldplay

2010-07-09T05:05:00.000-07:00

Pancake Pictures up.
I made 'em.

BEAST/B2ST - Bad Girl MV

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2010-07-08T06:01:00.000-07:00

Suddenly i see.

2010-07-08T05:27:00.000-07:00

Apparently, Blogger is so slow i'm not gonna post the pictures of pancakes i made.
So eff you Blogger.

2010-07-04T23:27:00.000-07:00

It's my Official 400th Post and it's Youth Day!
Okay it's nothing to be excited about.
But hellz.
I don't give a shit.

It's a really slow day today.
I don't really like it.
I don't have much to post about actually.
Feeling kinda bored.

So i'll just end off here.

Hero - Enrique Iglesias

2010-07-04T01:44:00.000-07:00

I'm at Woodlands Regional Library with D, studying.
Basically i'm completing my overdue homeworks for today.
Completed everything and i feel like a free man.
It's just a good feeling okay?

So apparently, no pictures at the moment since i'm using her lappy.
So yeap.
Gotta jet,
Happy Youth day in Advance!

Seven Years - Saosin

2010-07-03T05:02:00.000-07:00

Met up with A, head down to Popular and Library.
Got some stuff, checked out some cooking books.
We made plans to make a blog/tumblr for our creations.
She'll be baking and i do the cooking.
I'm not sure how to go about it at the moment.
Give me suggestions on my tagboard if yoll agree to this.

Next up, i freaking lost 4 bucks to that stupid-fast-talking-old-man.
It's a donation shit thing.
He talks so so fast that i didn't understand.
I thought he was asking about his service rating, so i said 4.
He put out his hands and asked for 4 bucks.
C'mon lah.
So i naively gave him my 4 bucks which was for my craving, since i craved for frozen yogurt.
Damn it.

Okay. i'm done and bored.

Save Your Heart - Mayday Parade

2010-07-02T22:18:00.000-07:00

Was on facebook checkin' out people's profile and pictures and shit.
well this girl*not gonna tell* reminds me of when i'm in my junior years.
It was soo hilarious that i laughed at her picture.
She was like wearing eyeliner with her compact powder.
Only i don't use compact powder.
God, that really bring back the memories.

Growing up by sec 2, i didn't really give a shit.
I wore my skirt long coz i know i'm cool*HAH!*
No more eye liner and all.
I still remember me and some of my friends fold our skirt to make it look shorter.
Ahh, the irony.

It's so funny when you look back and think how you act when you're younger.
It's so embarrassing now that i think of it.
it's like i just wanna re-do my past to make me feel better.
But we all know i can't.

I just feel like blogging this coz i feel for that girl.
Like literally.
Except that she is small while i'm big.
Gotta jet.

Love The Way You Lie - Eminem Ft. Rihanna

2010-07-02T02:04:00.000-07:00

Gonna make Cheddar Potato Balls now.

2010-06-30T03:14:00.000-07:00

Been pondering on how to cut my hair this few days.
Something like the one above, only the shorter side is much more shorter.
The other side, maybe as long as that.
But i'm still contemplating.
Not about whether i can pull it off, it's just that my gut feeling is kinda wrong.
I don't like it when i just snip my hair off and i regret it.
Ahhh, fuck it.
I'm still gonna cut.

Most of them say it suits me, but i don't know.
I mean, yes i'm weird, but it's just that i don't know if it really really suits me.
This is getting way out of hand,
I'm gonna stop before i scream shamelessly at people.
Okay, have a jolly good day.

2010-06-28T06:32:00.000-07:00

School was okay today.
It was fine.
Told off some lower sec students.
I'm fiercer like that, i know.

Have been texting HN since what, yesterday.
About our coach mostly.
Hahahaha.
So retarded.
We're kinda pissed oz he didn't come and shit.
So to lift off this load over me, i've decided to blog about it.

HN literally went heads over heels on him.
He'll just be and eye candy for me.
Hahaha.
We debated, argued, and agreed.
It was hilarious.
See how he affect us so much.

During class, me and HN kept on checkin out the time.
And we went like :

9.45 am
Me : Now we're like slacking at the shed, waiting for the rest to come.
HN : Yea, and we will be like disturbing N with coach and just talk.

10.15am
HN : Now, coach will like bring out our life vests and paddles.
Me : Yea sia. Walao. Damn it, i miss training.
HN : Me too :(

10:45am

Both at the same time : Now we're on the way to the boat. * Laughed coz we share the same thought*
Me : And i'll be like, " eh hold my paddle, hold for me!"
HN : *giggling*, hahah, yea sia.

11.15am
HN : Now we'll be doing rowing exercise.
Me : Then after that, 500m race.
HN : Yeap.
Me : Then after 500m he'll be like commenting on our rowing, show us the right way and all.
HN : Ahhhh. Damn it.

12.00pm
Me : We are getting out of the boat, passing by all those guys * rolls eyes* walking towards the shed.
Me : Then i'll like hold my arms out so that yoll can give me your life vests all.
HN : Hahahaha, true true.
HN : God i'm gonna miss training.
Me : Obviously, true.

Yeap.
We were sighing all the way.
I busied myself by studying Social Studies.
So i didn't really think about our coach as frequent as HN did.
Poor her.

Burn - Usher

2010-06-27T02:28:00.000-07:00

So we lost in the Dragonboat Competition.
We got like what, 5th place.
Literally the last.
But hey, we did awesome for a non CCA activity.

Coach didn't come.
Fuck him.
Dude, he like promised.
It was friggin embarrassing when HN told the facilitator that our coach didn't come.
And they like use these two dumb-ass guys.
They were freaking useless.
I feel like hitting them with the paddle.

God, tomorrow's school gonna start.
I really don't feel like schooling tomorrow.
Damn it.

Independent Women - Destiny's Child

2010-06-26T00:02:00.000-07:00

Breaded Ham and Cheese.
I made these.

2010-06-25T05:35:00.001-07:00

This show is awesome.
Jennifer's Body.

2010-06-25T05:03:00.000-07:00

Let's start with yesterday.
After DB training, me, ZH, YL, R, KH and Bak met up and off to Giant.
Got all the ingredients for picnic and rushed back.
Rest awhile, prepared the marinate and stuff.

Got ready for the concert.
HN got me, A and JY tickets to Katya Grineva's live piano concert.
I was so excited.
It was good actually.
Didn't turned out boring as i thought i would be.

Eventually me and A decided to skip it all coz this American guy kinda pissed us off.
I mean, we didn't talk as loudly as we would.
We were like freakin' whispering for pete's sake.
I even typed whatever i wanna say in my phone and literally told her to read.
My god.

Oh yea, side tracked.
People there were like really dressed up for this.
The 4 of us kinda stuck out like a sore thumb, coz they all were wearing like t-shirt and jeans, while i wore a top with a skirt.
Gossip girls *inside joke*

So me and A went to the rooftop of the Esplanade talked and went down to the stage area.
We really spent time together, chatting about stuff.
Mostly about relationships, guys, girls, life and all there is to it.
We really talked, like about everything.
Life, death, you name it.
I really enjoyed that.
We're really comfortable with each other's company which is good and important between friends.
So yeap.
Waited to HN and JY since they wanted to watch the full performance.

After the performance, we all met up and left.
I have never been that tired in my life.

Moving on,

Today, we had a mini picnic so we didn't really invite loadsa people.
It's like an end of hols picnic.
Was good.
I woke up early, got the stuff prepared, cooked and got ready.
Fetched Bak then we're ready to go.
Met N(natasha) on board.

Found a spot, set the stuff up and began stuffing our faces.
Took pictures, played truth or dare, talked, danced, laughed.
It was good.
Just to hang out and talk.

2010-06-24T20:35:00.000-07:00

After all these hectic schedule, i'll update soon.
I'm off now.

2010-06-22T08:10:00.000-07:00

I just got back from the NPCC reunion.
It was kinda lame. *Sorry my bad*
So yea.
In the end hung out with Az, Mas and Amnah.
All in good fun.

2010-06-20T22:50:00.000-07:00

2010-06-20T06:48:00.000-07:00

Happy Father's Day to all.
My parents brought their crew and i brought mine for a Father's Day picnic at Changi Beach today.
It was a good day to swim.
So we all took a dip.
Cooling indeed.

After that, we all went to Changi Village.
Walked around, got a cookie and milk drink.
Sat on some steps, talked.
Then went back, pack up and off to my place.

The guys slacked around while me and A got ready.
Last minute planning to J.CO Donut's.
Got frozen yogurt, AGAIN.
Service was bad.
All the cups and plates was like scattered around and none of the staff bothered to clean the place up.
Got so pissed, picked up all the stuff and place it on the counter.
Well, at least that made people turn to me.

So after a mini snack out, we were off to Ikea.
A wanted to check out a study table, while ZH wanted to get like hotdogs.
Walked around, a lot.
My feet still hurt.
Oh well.
Then off to my place again.
My house is like a chalet/pit stop.
R wanted to raid my fridge.
Double you - Tee - Eff moment for me.
R walked around my kitchen and hall.
What the hell.

Rest awhile, then off to Afghan since i was feeling pretty hungry.
Got some food, drop by the pet shop.
R bought some bird food.
ZH left after that.
So the three of us went to our usual place, ate and talked.
We pretty much ran out of saliva.
Haha.

It was a good day.
It's been long since we've hung out properly.
Except that HN can't come.
But everything's good today.
9 hours together, now that's a really long long time.
Haha.

It's been a long time since i've post a length-y post.
Hope yoll had a jolly good time reading this.

Hash Pipe - Weezer

2010-06-19T05:09:00.000-07:00

So it's Father's Day tomorrow.
Right?
I think so.
I'm going to the beach.
Hellz yea.
Hope it's not gonna rain.

Next week, i've got DB training for 3 days straight.
Then i got NPCC reunion on Tuesday Night.
Can't wait!

Oh i saw these gorgeous wedges and it's 30 bucks.
Can i get it.
Please.
Haaaaa.

The Rock Show - Blink 182

2010-06-18T02:40:00.000-07:00

Dragon boat training was good today.
Wasn't that tiring.
ZH and R tag along to do some jogging.
Haaah.

Our coach was like cincai.
So not fun.
Everyone was like in a silence except for a few laughs here and there.
Nurul has caught it bad.
2 reason why she join dragon boat is firstly, it's her last year and all, second hot guys alert.
My friend is so feminine this way.
Hahahaha.

I am looking forward to next week's training.
Hoyea, 3 days straight.
Competition itself is on next Sunday, 27th June.
At Marina Barage.
OMFG, Marina Barage!
Not that i've not been there before i did, but competition there must be awesome shitzxz.

Mr Chew told us currently there is Only 4 teams.
God, how pathetic is that.
Haaa.

So next Tuesday i've got NPCC mini reunion thingy.
Thursday night i've got like piano performance.
Can't wait!
I am so sexcited.
Okay.

Ride Like The Wind - East Side Beat

2010-06-17T03:27:00.000-07:00

So i can't upload any pictures.
Great.
I've been having J.Co's frozen yogurt two days straight.
What can i say, it's much more better then Frolik's.
It's much more cheaper too.

I know, i haven't been updating my blog.
Who cares anyway.
Yeap.
My holidays are betting boring each day.
Luckily i've some stuff going on on the last week of holidays.

I went to Uncle Botak's.
It's at Bedok Simpang.
You guys should try the food there.
It's really awesome.
And oh the place is kinda small if you don't see properly.
It's located in this Hong Kong tea shop.
Check that out.

Ditty - Paperboy

2010-06-14T22:53:00.000-07:00

I have been addicted to Salmon Pizza.
Unfortunately, i can't find the picture online.
Damn it.
But anyways, try it in your local Pasar Malam (night market) it's $2.50.
Great, now i'm advertising this.
Awesome.

I am craving for prawns/shrimps.
I am craving for frozen yogurt.
I am craving for something warm and sweet.
Cravings, cravings go away
Come again another day.

Leave That Boy Alone - D12

2010-06-14T03:50:00.000-07:00

I am very restless today.
Wanted to get Ice-Cream.
Since everybody is not free, i shall go have an ice cream moment by myself.
It felt quite good actually.
Got my ice cream and i walked around the park.
Taking in the view and clearing out my thoughts.
My mind is in a whirl, for the first time.
I felt really really wrong.
I don't know why.
That's why the ice cream.

Currently, i feel much better.
I guess i just need to let it all out.
All these insecurities.
I feel good eventually.
I'm just passing time.

Anyway, Mika's Concert is today.
A went the concert.
Awesome.
I actually told her to shout " Mika Bobo says Hi!".
Hahahahahhahaha.

Let Go - Neyo

2010-06-13T05:09:00.000-07:00

See what happens to me whenever i hang out with these two?
Yes, i become Retarded with a capital R.
Ummmhmmm.

Grandmama, went to Malaysia today.
Kinda sad, coz me plus my mom equals war 24/7.
Well, not all the time.
Often though.

My mom and dad and me went to Orchard, Lucky Plaza since mom wanted to pass something to my aunt.
It's her birthday.
And and, okay side-tracked, Happy father's Day to all.
I literally forgot all about it.
Okay back to the story.
Like always, LP was Full of Phillipinos.
Like literally!
It was so so crowded.

Moving on, off to Bukit Batok for lunch.
Then Bukit Panjang to mom's homies crib.
Then next to Bedok's Cash Converter.
Got myself 10 discs.
All Hip-Hop, underground shit.
Hoyea.

I am quite happy these past few days.
Oh yea, anyone up for study session text me!

What's Love - Fat Joe

2010-06-12T05:17:00.001-07:00

Great, now my mom thinks i watch Porn.
Great.
I love you so so much mom.
I really do.
Sense the sarcasm.

2010-06-12T04:42:00.000-07:00

A came over just now.
Watched some scary shitzxz in sfogs.
And end up checkin *and checkin up is similar with pranking them*up guys in Alamak.
It was awesome.
We wanted to indirectly meet them up.
It was hilarious.

So i called R and ZH along.
Just for the sake since we haven't hung out as a foursome.
Okay that sounded soo wrong.
Any who, it was great and all.
We continued checkin' them out and all.
Then ZH left.

So the three of us ended up camwhoring.
It's been a long time.
So that's the reason for those crazy picture above.
We had a good laugh, a jolly good one.

Slacked for a lil, then left around 6.
Oh oh, i FINISHED reading Blood Promise.
Hoyea niggas.
It was a bitter sweet ending for the female prodigy.
But all in all, it's good.

Okay then.

Tears Dry On Their Own - Amy Winehouse

2010-06-11T04:49:00.000-07:00

Been checking out covers and all.
It's been an okay day.
Went out with HN, got some library books.
okay, not some.
A lot.
I got around 7.
I FINALLY GOT THE BLOOD PROMISE; VAMPIRE'S ACADEMY NOVEL.
OMFG.
Yesssssssssssssssssssssssaaaaaaaaaaaah.

Finally two weeks of holidays.
Hoyea.
This year's gonna be the worse hols ever.
I'll be bored to death.
Well not exactly, eventually i've got my Baby, lappy and books to accompany me throughout.
And and, last minute plans shit.
I love last minute plans.
Heee~

Okay bye.

Innocence - Avril Lavigne

2010-06-11T04:48:00.000-07:00

I encounter my first experience with a Flasher yesterday.
Awesome.

Miley Cyrus - My Last Song for Miley (Dave Days)

2010-06-10T05:50:00.000-07:00

Can't help it, he's kinda cute.

2010-06-09T23:14:00.000-07:00

I'm soo gonna get the red one.

New ! David Blaine Street Magic Part 4

2010-06-09T22:57:00.000-07:00

Haaah~

2010-06-09T02:18:00.000-07:00

God, i'd like those.
*Drools.
*More.
Yes.
I am going to blogshop more.
Checking out cheap treats.

Me,R,S(su),M and W decided to skip lesson.
I pity Su.
I was soo hilarious, i swear to God.
It was her First time, FIRST time mind you to skip class and all.
So while we were slacking at our port, M received a call from KH(Kah Hui).
Half way talking she said, Oh Shit.

I was like oh, okay we're so done * in a monotonous tone*
S was like panicking, omigosh she was so adorable when she panic.
She like followed wherever M is going.
Hahahahahahha.
So in the end, M and S went to class since KH told us our teacher was searching for us.*like real, but i don't know*

So the rest of us had a sudden panic attack and end up in the Boy's toilet.
Yes, Boy's toilet.
I mean, i usually don't really panic in these situations, but i guess the adrenaline shot up to my head.
And and, we're laughing out loud in the goddamn toilet.
Luckily it's clean.

Then we all planned to skip altogether coz we've got English after Bio.
So i kinda plot out the possibilities if we're gonna get caught and shit.
Then that's when we all got out of the school like ninjas.
When i say ninja, it's because we're like snooping around.
And in broad daylight, people can obviously see us.

So we slacked at a nearby block.
People keep on giving us weird looks.
I just brushed it off.
A million thoughts go through my mind for no apparent reason.
Guilty conscience much?

The three of us had a great laugh.
We all talk about an outing to Tioman after O's.
Our future and shit.
After school ends, A came.
Then we're off together.

Sometimes you have to think on your own coz no one will be risking to help you.

You Know I'm No Good - Amy Winehouse

Tokio Hotel - What They Look For In a Relationship

2010-06-08T03:54:00.000-07:00

They are adorable~

2010-06-07T00:04:00.000-07:00

So apparently, this half apple of mine went to the Universal Studio.
You could imagine how envious i was.
And she kept on rubbing it in.
God, help me.
We planned to like save up and shit and prolly go there and all.
I can't wait, but it's so expensive.
So wait, wait long long.

Anyway, my crew slacked for a while today, talking about stuff.
A mass heart-to-heart.
Haah, and Happy 1st Month to my Bro, ZH and YL (coco chanel).
Hamster couple *inside joke*

I am very clumsy.
My uniform has chili sauce on it.
First day, mind you.
Shit happens.
Okay i'm off to eat my Bubur Kacang with Durian.
Old school.

How To Be Dead - Snow Patrol

2010-06-05T00:42:00.000-07:00

I had a great laugh after reading my oldest post.
It was so emotional and all.
All about him.
Too bad, the feelings just go away.
But still, i was a horrible blogger when i star blogging.
It was hilarious.
I know i've post something similar like this but hell.

My second post for today.
Hopefully yoll can infer that i am extremely positively bored out of my wits.
Okay.
I feel like getting donuts.
And and, sushi plus bubble tea.
Haaa, okay cravings cravings.

I feel shitty today.
Maybe because i didn't jog today.
Hee.
I've been checking out new song covers from youtubers in youtube for the past hour and end up watching Victoria Secret's Fashion Show 2010 coz i missed it that time.
We still got a week left of infocus.
Then another 2 weeks of holidays.
Luckily my schedule is not that tight as i want it to be.
I got Dragon Boat training the 3rd and 4th week (i think) of June holidays.

Okay.

2010-06-04T22:57:00.000-07:00

I am home alone today.
So literally on the brink to do something.
I don't know.
Maybe a visit to the library or just hanging out.

Everywhere i turn, it seems like a dead end.
There's this strong feeling filling up my gut and i so don't like it.
I'm trying to find.
Find something.
Something i don't know.

I think i shall play my G (guitar).
My hand is itching to do something.
Something i don't know.

Remembering Sunday - All Time Low

2010-06-04T07:14:00.000-07:00

I watched Drum Line twice this week and i just watched How She Moves today.
Hee~
So it's the weekends now.
Hell yea.
No more books for me.

Okay, i'm bored so yeap~

Candy Shop - 50 cent Ft. Olivia

2010-06-02T04:39:00.000-07:00

We all do.
I have secrets that i will never ever in my wildest dream share secrets with my BFFs or anyone in between.
Yes i am insecure if my secrets.
I am.
Coz i'm like this and no one is able to change that.
If i share my deepest darkest secret it won't be a secret anymore.

I trust myself.
I am like that.
I am oblivious to the surrounding.
Oblivious to other people's feelings.
Oblivious to love.
Oblivious to everything.
All i see is myself.

I don't like mind playing games.
Where guys plays hide and seek of their feelings.
It makes me gag.
It makes me think they're stupid.
Yes.
I am like that.

I don't like when bitches scream and shout, Newsflash i'm one of them.
I don't like many things.
I am a perfectionist.
I really am beneath this crazy exterior of mine.
Deep down i know i don't really last long in people's eyes.
They don't see me, see me.
They just see me.
The plain jane.
The one who people don't really give a shit about.
The one who doesn't make people do a double-take.

I like myself.
I really do.
I just wanna know if there's someone like me.
Yes, that's all.
The cold hard truth.

Straitjacket - The All American Rejects

2010-06-01T04:53:00.001-07:00

I became a Vegetarian for a day!
Whoopedo~
Wasn't half as bad as i thought it was.

I've got school tomorrow.
Not only me, but i guess the 5N's and 4E's.
Eff that.
Okay done.

You Give Me Something - James Morrison

2010-05-31T06:22:00.000-07:00

Choose a hair stlye for me will ya?

2010-05-30T06:50:00.000-07:00

Get me those will ya?

2010-05-30T06:17:00.000-07:00

I miss being carefree.
I miss a lot of stuff.
I miss being me the most.
I miss you.

2010-05-30T02:40:00.000-07:00

I didn't really prepare much for my MT O's this year because apparently, i've taken it like what twice?
And tomorrow's gonna be my third try.
So eff that.
Let's hope that maybe i can get an A for not studying.

Went out for a late lunch today.
Did some groceries and all.
Didn't really buy stuff coz apparently Mom didn't allow.
Then what's the effin shit you asked me to go buy stuff ith you when i can't even buy a single goddamn thing you mothafuker.
Okay not mothafucker, coz the word kinda stuck in my brain for no apparent reason.

Hey i used the word apparent/apparently a whole lot.
Okaaay.
I just wanna whine shit here all day.
And if i do, this would be a very length-y post.
But nope, i'm not gonna do it coz it'll make me look like an ungrateful brat.
So i'm gonna be a good girl and smile hoping this would very much end soon.

I hate my life, look who's talking.
I bet most teenagers do.
That's why we're a rebellious bunch.
I like the term rebellious.
Heh.

So currently i'm multi-tasking here.
Checking up my facebook, emails and shit.
Yeap.
Okay.

2 In The Morning - NKOTB

2010-05-29T03:42:00.000-07:00

I seriously need to get more clothes.
Especially a biker jacket.
My fashion sense is having a rapid turn, so that's the reason for the biker jacket.
I don't normally go for that type of apparel, but what the hell.
I'm changing my style now.
It's all mysteriously-rock-chick kinda shit.
And my wonderful wardrobe has nothing which shouts mysteriously-rock-chick.
So eff that.

Anyway, today me, R, HN, ZH, N(niki), N's cousin went to the movies.
We watched Shrek Forever After.
I was hoping it was good and all but it kinda lack the humor factor.
It was all mushy and cheesy.
Didn't really like it.
I'd rate it 2 out of 5?
I dunno.
Then off to the library and back home.

I have never blogshop-ed before coz i don't know how to.
Yes, laugh all you want.
I usually go to shops or rather flea market.
Most of my clothes are like vintage-y vintage-y.
Yeap.
I'm gonna TRY to blogshop.

Heartbreak Warfare - John Mayer

2010-05-27T22:49:00.000-07:00

Hey ho.
Typical Friday.
Oh i just realize i'm nit schooling today because it's Vesak Day.
Hahaah.
F.M.L

I just did a cover of The Show By Lenka.
I think i'm gonna upload it soon but not today.
So yea.
How's you Friday today?
Mine's pretty much like every other day.

I'm staying home today and gonna finish up reading my book.
Currently i'm reading Reality Check by A.M Goldsher.
It's pretty good.
About rock stars and shit.

Kay, gotta jet homie.

Neutron Star Collision ( Love is Forever) - Muse

gatsby bleach

2010-05-27T05:48:00.000-07:00

I'm addicted to this already~

2010-05-27T04:57:00.000-07:00

I've got no school tomorrow hoyea.
This week highlights :
- Got back my report book
- Went to a Malay Compo Talk thingie, was hilarious
- Kept on drinking Ice Cream Soda for 3 days straight

So yea.
Nothing interesting really.
Prolly gonna watch a movie this Saturday.
Shrek.
Woohooo.

Oh oh and i'm back to Korean babies.
Okay lame.
Padadada.
Maybe i'm gonna make a The Show by Lenka cover.
Going solo.
Emphasize on the MAYBE.
Coz i don't know when i'm gonna make it since hols aren't really hols since we've got school.
So eff that.

Okay i've nothing much to post.
I need to get a life.

This Is Ain't A Love Song - Scouting For Girls

2010-05-23T05:00:00.000-07:00

The competition was great today.
It had a big crowd.
Everybody was squeezing each other just ti get to the front.
R and Z's dance was awesome, but it wasn't finished yet and the DJ stopped the song.
God, that sucked.

I realize all these Korean fans are fanatic as hell.
They like know every single song that is used in the performance.
Holy cow to that.
Some people are so into something.

Then there's this bitch.
HN was behind her ans she was like ' hey can you move i can't see'
Hell yea mothafucker.
Dude she's at the back how is she blocking your god damn video.
You know what?
Fuck you alright.
Fuck you.

Then then, there loads of voguelicious ( a term not referring to THE vouguelicious) guys.
Haha, when i say voguelicious it means they go all out to dance and dress up themselves.
They're pretty good i must say.
There's this eye candy guy Ethan or Eden i don't know.
He was okay at the beginning, born in NZ, Mom Japanese and Dad Singaporean.
Then he began showing off his skills and shit.
It was hilarious.
He played the keyboard/sand/break-danced.
Hoyea.

A lot of groups were pretty awesome some were just lame and wasn't really hyped up for the competition.
And it was my WORST FIRST time Gig like ever.
It was horrible/horrendous/resentful what other hateful words.
Luckily the judge cut them off soon.
My ears was gonna bleed for pete's sake.

Okay then i think i should stop here.
I'm tired and i wanna finish up my books.
G'night.

Get It On The Floor - DMX

2010-05-22T05:43:00.000-07:00

FHM shot.
Hahaha.
Okay, fine lame.
Piss off.

Anyway, tomorrow R and Z will be dancing.
Hells yea baby.
I can't wait.
I am excited like crazy.

OMG, what am i gonna wear?
Oh hell,
Don't i just sound like those posh bitches fretting over what to wear?
Haha, i really do.
Oh wells.

So today, got out.
Got some props for Z and R.
Then joined them for their last prac.
It was okay.

Okay bye,

Happy Summertime - R.Kelly

2010-05-21T22:39:00.000-07:00

Credits to M (matthew) for the picture as i found it in his tumbler.

It's Saturday!
It rained this morning, it was cool and chilly.
I like.
Hoyea.

Unfortunately i'm not doing another cover on Deeper Conversation today.
So most likely another time.
Whooop.
Soyea.

Okay i've nothing to post lately so i'm gonna think.

Hey Soul Sister - Train

2010-05-20T04:43:00.001-07:00

I failed everything except English.
Wonderful.
Just wonderful.

2010-05-19T01:01:00.000-07:00

I like it whenever it rained.
It replenishes the Earth.
It makes me fell chilly.
Rain is good.

School will presume as per normal starting next week.
I feel like the Mid_years were the O's.
I haven't start studying at all.
I have to.
I must.

True, to some that life is unfair.
A word of advise from me , It never was fair anyway.
So take it or not, it's your life, not mine.

I like my hair today.
I shampoo-ed, condition-ed and blowed dry it.
Now it's all soft and smooth.

This is a random post.
I'm at home.
Waiting for something exciting to happen.

Grace Kelly - Mika

2010-05-18T23:13:00.000-07:00

Went to Si Ya's blog.
She said to check out this website : www.lovegivesmehope.com
I thought it was a lame ass mushy shit.
But it was pretty good.
This is one example.
It says on the website it'll make you go 'AWWWW' and it really did.
Haha, the Irony,

I'd been in love with the same boy for five years.

We'd been good friends, but I'd never told him how I felt. When prom came, I didn't have a date, and I thought he would be going with another girl.

He showed up at my door on the night and silently handed me a note that said, "I love you."

2010-05-17T00:12:00.000-07:00

I am so bored.
Very bored.
Very very bored.
I need to go out.
I have too or i just die.
Don't you like it when i just exaggerate stuff?
It makes it more interesting or so i was told.

Hmm, I cooked today.
Woohoo.
Sauteed chicken breast, with Mash Potatoes.
Didn't really turned out good.
But it was okay.
It wasn't perfect like how i wanted it to be.
But it's okay.
I shall try it again.
Maybe later.

Lately i've been in the mood to cook like always.
I don;t know why, it's just me.
I get this feeling very often.
Sometimes i cook in the middle in the night.
Yes it's very weird.
I know.

I think i'm gonna get a notebook and start jotting down all the recipes that i like.
Yea.
I like that.
Padadadada.
What cover shall i make soon?
Hmm.

I need to think first.
Okay, i think this is it for today.
Bye.

So gone - Lil Wayne

2010-05-16T04:33:00.000-07:00

We ( Parents, Mom's Friend, R, ZH, HN) went to the beach.
HN came around 2 plus.
We had a jolly good time.
Did the Chubby Bunny challenge and all.
I lost.
Damn,
But it's okay.
One fine day i'll beat you all.

So after that, it started to drizzle a bit.
We sat at the back of the lorry shouting like crazy assholes.
Yeap, and people turned and look.
So you know.
Me and my homies we get a little out of hand.
So yeaaaa~

Got back at Tampines, slacked at Festival Park and did a cover of Deeper Conversation.
Like Finally.
It's on Facebook.
If you guys wanna see add me up Jules Dudey Julyianna.
Hoyea.

Then it started raining cats and dogs.
And we all ran through the rain to get shelter.
Jolly well amusing.
Okay then.
I'm done for today.
I'm pretty beat.
Hey ho.

Aicha - Outlandish

2010-05-14T22:18:00.000-07:00

I have no new pictures.
And i'm pretty much rushing for this post.
Going out soon.

Yesterday i lay in my bed, i saw lighting.
But i noticed all the stars disappeared.
Where has all the stars gone to?
The stars that i used to wish upon?

Then tears start rolling down my cheeks.
I miss Grand-dad.
I want him back but i can't.
I want him to see what i see.
To tell him how i feel and just to tell him my every day life in school.

But that never seem to come true.
A sudden gush of wind, made my skin crawling with goosebumps.
Is he here yet i wondered.
There was never a sign, never.

I blame God for taking his life a way.
Who else am i suppose to blame?
God loves him more, fine.
Take him.

I just hope Grand-Ma get to live longer.
I love her.
Yes i do.
But sometimes, she pisses me off over the simplest thing.
Trust me i'm a very impatient person.
I'm sorry Grand-Ma if i've ever wronged you.
I'm sorry.

Use Somebody - Kings Of Leon

2010-05-14T04:30:00.000-07:00

The All American Rejects

So finally, Exams are over.
Hoyea.
I know i'm gonna flunk my mid years anyway so no point for regrets.
But what the hell.
It's not O's yet.
So no hard feelings for now.

Amazingly i'm left with Oral.
No biggie for that.
God now i'm starting to feel bored.
Anyways, F&N paper was alright.
I was called crazy by R(rahman).
F you.
Yes, i am crazy.
See what examination turn you into.

And and, me and HN have been wanting to make a cover.
But we're not sure when yet, even though our Mid-Years are pretty much over.
Oh wells, i'll update it in FB i guess.

Billionaire - Travis McCoy ft. Bruno Mars

2010-05-13T01:15:00.000-07:00

I've just finished reviewing my F&N work.
Nothing goes in my mind.
I'm sick and tired of examinations.
Lemme just get over and done with.

I cleared out my cupboard which was full of unwanted trash.
And i found TP's course handbook.
I know most of you guys know that i wanna take Business In Culinary also known as Culinary and Catering Management.
But that course requires me to handle pork and alcohol.
It's a big deal for me since imma Muslim.

Then there's my other option; Baking and Culinary Science.
It doesn't really say much.
As you can see both courses are somehow related.
The cut off point for this course is between 15-17 if i'm not mistaken.
The one mentioned above is like 14.
So you see.

Jeez, i suck at making decisions.
Oh wells, let's just see how it'll all turn out.
Anyway, yesterday me and my homies went to the Airport to study.
Manage to cover few chapters for F&N and all of us started getting restless and shiet.

Oh oh R and Z(Khuzaima) joined this dance competition.
Support them at Novena Square 23rd of May.
It starts at 12, but come earlier to get a good view.
No payments needed.
Good luck to both of you!
And if you guys don't win just guys still rocked!

Okay then shall end this length-y post.

Rise And Fall - Craig David

2010-05-11T05:48:00.000-07:00

I am so tired today.
Thanks to A, ZH,R and R's Friend Z.
Oh oh and CocoChanel(C).
I had loadsa fun today.

Padadadadada.
Don't mind my tag board.
Math paper 1 today was do-able although i left some questions out.
Heh.
Now i shall focus on my Food and Nutrition and Bio/Chem P1.

God this week's been tiring, although it's Tuesday.
I'm all achy.
My legs are aching.
Me and A grind each other today.
Hahaha.
I danced random shit crapola.

My dance is so Epic, if i say so myself.
Ayyyyyyyyk.
Okay.
Okay.
Hmmmm.
What else.
Oh i'm prolly going out tomorrow, as usual study group with my crew.
Chey, crew.
Haha.

Okay then, Bye.

Blue Eyes - Mika<3

2010-05-10T03:29:00.000-07:00

Nothin' much to post about today.
I got home early than expected, slept for 4 hours straight.
Woke up, read a bit, ate.
Blogging shit which people don't care about and shall study later for math.
Math = Shit.
Yes.

Padadadadadadadadadadadada.
I'm kickin' back old school with my music playlist.
Recommend me songs too if ya will.
That would be much appreciated.

Oh F&N, i haven't even start doing my Evaluation.
School is tying me down.
I'm sick and tired of it.
Can i just chill and hope that miraculously i got good points to get into TP?
Please.

Okay done.

Listen - Beyonce

2010-05-09T06:39:00.000-07:00

I'm currently into this guy.
Jamie Scott, check out his song When Will I See Your Face Again.
Okay just got back from studying with ZH and R.
Crapola.
I like to use that word.

Bffs.
Definition - Best Friends Forever.
Haa, that shit ain't never real im told.
I guess it's kinda true.
When you and your crew got together started hanging around and all you guys are bound to get closer and that's when one of them suggest to become Bffs.
It's true.

But over time, we just got further and further.
Bffs much ay?
Hah.
I think it thoroughly.
It's insane.
It's just so crazy.

I have this mindset : I shall change the negative perspective of Bffs and i'll show 'em that Bffs is true.
I have to, i must.
Trust.
Understanding.
Concern.
Care.
Love.
Faith.
Hope.
What's in it for me?

Okaaaay, other than that.
Time for my personal space emotional crapola rambling,

When will i see you again?
I'm standing in the rain, waiting for your return.
But you never will.
Never ever, i was told.
Is that true?
God how i miss you.
I miss the times we used to laugh together.
Read it properly, I only Miss you.
You used to sit beside me and I just miss that feeling when it's only just both of us.
You will never turn back, will you?
Never ever.
Never will.
I guess it's all fate.
But fuck fate, i still miss hanging out with you.
Just the two of us.
You and me.
What's all this?

Gangsta Love - Snoop Dog

2010-05-08T22:50:00.000-07:00

Hey, how's it going for Mother's Day for you guys?
I got 2 thumbs up for my lasagna even though it look like like crap.
Woohoo.
Anyway it taste great too, if i say so myself.
Haha.
Self praising much.

Woked up early to prepare the ingredients and all.
But i made breakfast in bed for mom too.
She is so gonna grow fat with all those carbo.
Heh.

So yesterday R and A accompanied me to get the ingredient.
Bumped into N, and we all decided to walked around TM since R and N wanted to get Mother's Day gift.
They all get the same thing.
A potted plant which comes with a necklace.

How sweet.
Oh and my weekends had been good.
Been doing chores so that mom won't get mad and all.
Tomorrow i'll be having my Geog paper.

Okay that's all for today.
Bye, and Happy Mother's Day!

I Don't Want You Back - Eamon

2010-05-08T00:35:00.000-07:00

I want those.
Okay.
Check them out at www.panicpop.com
Get them there too.

It rained a bit today.
Maybe God read my blog.
Fatality.
I'm still not out yet.

A's out getting ticket to Mika's Concert.
Woohoo, not a big fan but hell yeah i'd love to go.
But i ain't going.
Mother's Day tomorrow.
Can't wait.
Okay bye.

Dear Mama - Tupac

2010-05-07T22:30:00.000-07:00

Isn't it nice to sip your Iced Hazelnut Coffee on this friggin hot day.
Very refreshing indeed.
These days have been so hot.
I'm like perspiring as if i've just finished my 2.4 km run.

Woke up late today, typical.
I'm going out soon to buy the ingredients for my mom's Lasagna.
Hmm, what else should i get her?
Oh i made her a poem, well sorta coz it doesn't really rhyme.
I wanted to change it to make it rhyme, but im afraid it'll spoil the whole thing.

Here goes:

On this very Special Day
I'd just like to say
How wonderful and caring you've been
For all my life im indebted to you

Im sorry for making you angry and mad
To make you cry and to break your heart
You've taken care of me all your life
Now it's time i make your life worth while

Your face so kind yet stern
Makes my heart miserable
Whenever you got angry
I know coz you care

I always try to make that frown
Turn upside down
To see you smile and laugh
Is the happiest thing i've seen

This poem is so not me,
Coz i don't really write mushy sappy shit.
So because of my mom im writing this
Even though how crazy and insane your mom is
It's because she carried you for nine months

I make her angry all the time
I know im not perfect but she should understand
All mom's should.
And with this im gonna end this here

When will i see your face again - Jammie Scott The Town

2010-05-07T01:17:00.000-07:00

Thank God it's Friday!
Bio paper was do-able just now.
Central Nervous System didn't came up though.
Eff that.

I've been playing Pink's song on my guits.
Looks like i need some practicing.
My fingers have gone all stiff.
Watched the usual Youtubers, oh oh for Shane Dawson's Fan who didn't really check out his videos recently, his Grandma died.
Yes, it's pretty sad.
There's a video of him crying.
Go check that out.

Watched TimothyDeLaGhetto.
Check out his Dick Slang video, that is hands down gay.
But what the heck, it's all for entertainment.
Yep, so checked out Sunday Morning chords and it's so difficult to play it.

So end up playing, I Don't Believe You by Pink.
She's just so awesome.
Her voice is natural and raw and what not.
She rocked.
She look good too.

Hokaay, tomorrow prolly meeting up with Homies.
And if you all still don't know, my homies is made up of Atiqah, Zhi Hao, Hui Ning and Raimy.
Yeaap.
So yea.
Okay.
Chao.

Thank You - Xzibit

2010-05-05T04:39:00.000-07:00

Studied with R and ZH.
Had an emotional heart to heart talk with R.
They're a funny duo.
Always making my day better.

Anywho, we all decided to get friendship bands.
Bffs, no matter how cliche, it's still sweet.
It's weird for me to use the term Bffs coz like what i said i find it so cliche.
Some people are two-faced some have many faces that you don't know about.

Some just come and go and so on, you get my drift.
I find the term "Best Friends Forever" is so surreal.
Like it doesn't really exist.
But true friendship does.
Thanks for those who make me believe it.

For those whom i've hurt in the past, i'm sorry.
For those who i asked to be my Bffs, but i don't really appreciate the fact that you are my Bffs, then i'm sorry.
I didn't believe it, then but know i'm aware.

Like i said, i went studying with these duo.
So much for studying, but i really did in the end.
We've got more inside jokes and all.
I'm sure Niki must've thought we're noisy.

So how's plans on Mother's Day, hmm.
I think i said it in previous post that i'm gonna bake a lasagna.
Then maybe a rap for her?
But i'll just tell her it's a poem.
Heeee.

Okay im done.

You Never Know - Immortal Technique

2010-05-03T05:42:00.000-07:00

Went studying with my homies at Airport today.
Finally did some real focused studying.
Did some Maths and Social Studies.
All in all, today was great.

Meet ZH at my place, slacked and talked.
Laughed and laughed and you get the drift.
We were talking about the worse thing your parents did to you and vice versa.
For me, i've ever been thrown out from my on house before.
I've been caned, slapped and all that shit.

Yea call it child abuse but my family ain't worse off unlike some.
Im grateful and all but some times, parents just don't understand us.
They often get the wrong signals and think otherwise.
Some times to clarify the matter to them you have to make them listen.

I dread tomorrow.
I'm still in my holiday period.
Still in a daze.
Oh what the hell for pete's sake.
O levels are coming and killing me softly *dramatic much*

Kay, gotta jet mothafucka.

Red Red Wine - Bob Marley.

2010-05-02T05:12:00.000-07:00

God my 2008 posts are so, humiliating.
Haha.
I'm not gonna delete it.
So read it and have a laugh.
It'll do you good.

I realize my older post is all about puppy love shitzxz.
God, how lame.
Love, what the fuckin ass shit is that?
Lucky i'm not in the love game.

Woohoo, all the single people tag my blog and say "Hells yea!"
I doubt anybody will do that.
I find relationship's complicating.
Dont' cha agree?
All those empty promises, sweet shitxz being whispered.
What's with those.

I'm a hard nut to crack that's fo sho.
But hey It's not case "Jual Mahal" or what alright.
I have a feeling this post is gonna be some lame ass shit,
which people will just say " She's never in love that's why she feels this way."
Hell yea i'm not.

Some people use Study as a reason.
Fuck that shit, it's lame.
To me, i don't really give a shit when will i fall in love.
I go with the flow baby.

Okay done babbling.

American Boy - Kanye West ft. Estelle

2010-05-02T04:59:00.000-07:00

Another Rap for the woman above :

She's an Indie Chick
With some big dreams
She had me laughing hard
And now we're Bonding

She hearts Dreadlocks
She hearts Indie Boys
She make her own jeans
And her own Dreams

She's so tiny
She's so mini
So scary
Thought i'd crush her

We are loud and annoying
Always getting some scolding
We know we're playing
So just sit back and start chillin

Now I'm Rappin
While she Braiding
While I'm eating
She go missing

I don't see her everyday
But we have our days
And by Monday
We'll be rowdy

Hoped you liked it babe.

2010-05-02T04:36:00.000-07:00

A made me a poem, to reply my rap.
Check her tumbler out under my The Chosen Ones Section and click at her name :Atiqah.
Thank you so much for that.
It really made my day.

So i went to Simei for some wedding crap.
It was okay i guess.
People we staring coz maybe i'm wearing my monk*coz it looks like one*bag.
I mean, fuck i've no mood to dress up and shit.
At least my bag cost 2 bucks unlike your god damn Gucci and Prada.

People like to stare don't they?
Coz while im taking my time choosing what dessert i want, people staring at me.
I mean fuck you all, i know im big doesn't mean im eating it all alone.
And its not even for me.
Man, get a life.

And i like sat in the corner and all, there's these group of guys like hanging around my friggin' area when they could like talk elsewhere.
Making me feel guilty of eating, and making me feel that i need to eat like a freaking proper lady.
You know what, i don't give a shit.
For all i care, i will eat whatever i want and however i want.

Okay, after the wedding i met up with A, walked the whole Tampines Mall and Century Square.
I was searching for some nerd looking bags which are expensive as hell.
Walked around.
Got this random guy who laughed at my shit.
He was the owner of this shop that sells crap, and i literally mean crap.
There's this thing which look like cow dung and i said " Atiqah, why is your shit here?"
That guy just snort and laugh at A.
Sorry babe, and that's one way a girl could start a conversation with a guy.
Haha, tactic from me.
Or the guys could just make anything up to make the girl crack up.*side track-ed*

I'm planning to make Lasagna for my mom, on next Sunday.
Coz we all know that it is Mother's Day!.
Padadadada* i do that when im thinking*
Soo, yeap.
I'm done for today.
Oh me and A got some nail polishes.
There.

Hell Of A Life - T.I

2010-04-30T23:32:00.000-07:00

This rap goes to my Homie up there.
Here goes my shitzx -

She play the guitar
I play the computer
She got an allergy
But who gives a fuck

She may be small,
She may be short
Her laugh is big
So is her heart

I think i've found my other half
And she might be the one
If i were to bluff
Dude you ain't no fun

She's so pretty and so fragile
But ever so agile
Never ever judge her
Or you'll be back with bruises

She's so loyal
And too serious
She should laugh
And just let loose

She's funny and she's fiery
Like the chicken McSpicy
Someone who's just like me
No wonder she's my homie

Waiting In Vain - Bob Marley

2010-04-30T23:18:00.000-07:00

Light It Up.
Watched this just now.
Awesome.
And check out 8 mile too starring Eminem.
Today is really sunny.
A good day to chill out.

I have no plans today and i'm bored.
Fd-ed, youtube-ed and all and i'm still bored.
End up listening to my Indie playlist.
Padadadadada.

Shall post later, if i have stuff to post that is.

Mockingbird - Eminem

2010-04-30T07:49:00.000-07:00

Meet my BFFs.
Okay scratch that.
Second post for the day, and you know it EM time.
Such an intro.
God, im crazy.

If you believe, you'd do best without me.
You think im too full of it.
You think im so arrogant but im trying to keep my head up.
You think you need to leave, but i think i disagree.

I'll let it go, it's over, but before we go over let's give it a try.
But i have no doubts, we can work it out.
I don't judge.
I can't criticize so put it aside.
Im letting you go, coz im too tired.
I can't keep up.

It hurts too much.
Coz if you believe you'd do best without me.
This isn't going anywhere.
I tried telling you, but the time ain't just suitable.
I tried.

Do you remember the night we go crazy?
When the lights go off, we'll be safe and sound.
We'll be a dream boy, just a dream.

Do you remember the night we wished upon a star, cross our hearts and never tell on each other?
It's etched like glue in my mind.
I hate that you leave such an impression on me.
It makes me feel wronged.

When im through, you know where to find me.
Can't you see that both of us are actually hurting?
Why do you wanna go on with this charade.
It pisses me off.
You pisses me off.

Stop sticking to me you blue tack.*random inside joke*

Blame it - Jamie Foxx ft T-Pain

2010-04-30T06:33:00.000-07:00

Our Carnival Day this year was a blast.
And again, more crazy pictures up.
See how my homies are?
We are friggin' retarded.
But hey, who gives a shit.

Anyway, my class managed to sold all our bubble teas till out of stock.
And we sold everything by like an hour or so or even lesser.
Our supplier was praising our skill to attract more customers.
It was a record fo sho ma niggas.

Haha, he told us we beat TP's record of selling the most bubble teas.*applause*
Heh.
All in all, it was awesome.
But ex-students weren't aloud so fuck that.
Most of them wanna come badly but they can't.

Tomorrow's Saturday, im gonna rest and study as hell.
5th May, Social Studies and Math P1.
Wish me luck.

Dilemma - KELLY ROWLAND & R. KELLY

2010-04-29T04:09:00.000-07:00

F&N was AWESOME.
Everything was so sweet and all.
We all took pictures.
Coz we're crazy people.
Haha.

My dishes was awesome * said some of my homie*
My teacher went around for food testing, after she tasted mine i got a nod and woohoo.
Im so fly now.
My food pretty much was eaten up by my fellow vultures.
Some of 'em didn't get to try my cooking* ain't braggin homie*
I am so happy.

We took loadsa pictures.
And gonna take more tomorrow coz tomorrow's Carnival Day Mothafucka.
Woooooo.
Going out later to lepak and all.
Whopedo!

Okay that's lame.
And thank you to Su, who burnt her finger.
Thank you to M and A(aqilah), helping me grab some stuff.
Thanks to my vultures who said my dishes is awesome.
You guys are the best.
More pictures up soon with every post.

Akon - Freedom.
I think im gonna sigh out by posting a title of song that i listened to.
So yea.

2010-04-28T06:05:00.000-07:00

Today we all had MYE.
Eng P1 and Malay P1.
It was do-able.
Fast forwarrd.

I helped some of my fellow classmates for their practical F&N exams.
It was all fun.
And to Su, i am so so very very sorry about your cupcakes.
I'll let you eat my food tmr, Promise.
Heeeeh.

So tomorrow i'll be having MY practical test.
Hope it all turns out well.
Paadaddadadada.

Okay, just some random stuff.
I am aiming to get 12-15 points for poly.
Holy cow,yes you can say that again.
The cut off point for the course i wanted is 14.
Please, please God make my dreams come true.

J text-ed me telling me how she feels about our friendship and all.
Babe, im sorry.
We've been close and all.
You're with the guys mostly, im with my homies all.
We're both busy, and i understand that sucked for you.
Let's catch up some day.
We could lepak IF im free, which im not lately.

Got back from Ikea and *squeals*
You wanna know something?
I was walking back home and this late 50 chinese guy was like ' Hey girl, you chinese or malay? You look like chinese h. Okay take care'
And i was like dude what the fuck.
You freakin' pedophile.
So i gave him my signature face
A what the fuck expression and Bawang face* to my homies you guys can imagine since yo'll saw how i made that shit up*
I almost gave him the finger, but i just walked and didn't turn back.

As for the Ikea part * sorry side tracked*
Got my plates and some stuff.
Heh.
Wish me luck guys!

I'm too loyal and too focused,
To be losin' and be hopeless.

2010-04-27T04:29:00.000-07:00

Whooop, second post of the day.
And my second rap : *still no title*

People say hey, im thinkin too much
But all i have is
my mind in a mess
in a twirl
in a whirl
deep inside i wanna hurl

Now lemme tell whatchu gonna hear
Dude im from the Lion City
Don't tell me you haven't heard?
All this time
all this while
my god, it's been awhile

I get my inspiration from the DeLaGhetto
Now im rappin like im one of the Ghetto Ghettos
Ma momma said, girl you ain't going nowhere
I can't believe it, did she just say that?

Dawg my dreams came crashing down so hard
Im so so down
Just like Jay Sean
Baby are you down down.

Now i've got back up
Let's just buck up
Dude this shit ain't real
All im saying is
Deal or no deal

We've got loadsa time
Im waiting for my rhyme
Coz i know someday
I'll earn my pay.

Yooooookay.
That's pretty much to it.

My top 5 R&B/HIP HOP/RAP hits all time*most are old school*
>I Am - Mary J. Blige
>Bed Rock - Lil Wayne
>Forever - Drake
>When you're mad - Neyo
>What's a man to do - Usher